Scales Of A Dragon.

And you thought dragons didn't exist...

I did too. You see when you tell people they may think you're crazy or have a wild imagination. To the normal eye, It's true. However...

There are dragons. They just live among us. They all have different figures, scales, even talent. They come off as charming, trusting and caring as they can be but they are not. They don't even care.

No one wants you to even be better or do better. Why? Because it makes others doubt themselves and it when their real nature shows. You have become a problem. There is old saying when bad things happen. Many say "The devil just knocking on my door or dancing on my grave." As I see the world now, I rather let the devil in. I understand the chaos and mayhem he brings. It is expected.

However, this devil is nothing compare to it these dragons. The inhabit your life. Become every part of it. They become the trusted, the loved and the future.

So you thought dragons didn't exist... But there are all types of demons or devils,

But don't worry. You see, I did too..

What Do You See..

There is a guy sitting on a park bench reading a newspaper. There is birds singing, children playing and people jogging pass.

No one notice the man, while the world continues, no one noticed. No noticed the man. The hat he wears is brown with a black trim with a red feather on the side. No one noticed. The grey hair stuffed and over grown underneath, No one noticed. His face is serious and doesn't have many wrinkles. But his eyes...

They are so deep brown with the darkest circles around them. It shows that he has not slept properly in days, months or even years. His suit is brown and had black, brown and grey patches to cover the moth holes. His arms are too long and his legs stopped the pants way above his ankles. Down to the black sock, which are probably the last ever clean pair with the least holes.

Then his shoes, there were brown. But now grey with wear and tear of years of before. Seen roads the we bear not to cross. Seen fights we dare not to break. But no one noticed this guy. As the date on the newspaper changes, his appearance has not.

You know this guy. Everyone knows this guy.... Its Love.... After it has endure being taken of granted, beaten down, abused, used, thrown away, etc.

But...
 No one noticed. So there is just a guy sitting on a park bench reading a newspaper....

Tear Stained...

Hey,

Did you know that tears stains clothes? Really? Me either...

But how would you know when your face is already permanently tear-stained. Yeah, I see it, when no one does. I see through the practice painted smile. I bet you make sure you practice that smile every day. You can let no one see you slip up. But don't worry sweetheart... You have everyone fooled.

No one knows the belittlement you feel about yourself everyday. No one knows the bullies you handled within yourself. You may keep your head high and rise in the public, but what about behind closed doors? You see, no one seems to understand your suffering and pain. All you keep hearing is "You're too young" or "you have your whole life ahead of you." 

But I feel your wrong. Yeah, I may be young but I live in a era of the people my age is in fear that tomorrow may never come. In the past year, I have lost people too many. Either if they are dead or alive. Things are not getting better nor they are getting worst. For many, it goes either way. But... YOU ARE STUCK. 

Keep believing the words of wisdom from the people that don't have a clue. People who live thinking everything that glitter is gold. Nothing can make you feel better expect you... But how? what can I do? 

Because in the end.. All I am is..

just stuck... in sadness... all tear-stained..