Let's play with trouble

Most woman would choose  security over love. And what's meant by that is, a lot of women believe that the security would give them a sense of home. Knowing things are going to taken care of is all some need. Even some believe that love wouldn't last forever or it's just painful. All of that is true, but have you experience a love that is unexplainable? The attraction is just simply amazing.

There is such a unexplainable pull. Like everything around you is just happy, nothing else matters. Your eyes meet and your stomach tightens. Your heart starts racing while your try to fight the smile. You look away, not because you wanted to because it was so overwhelming. You begin to think, how can someone just look at me and cause this reaction? But there more then you realize. 

You in love. You never experience this. It doesn't happen. But yet it does, it gives you an whole different outlook on life. Then you come back to reality, you realize now your face to face. You beginning to notice how older they look, the difference in their eyes, and how the tone of their voice isn't the same either. They begin to speak as the words turn into the stories; you notice that those stories are experience they have overcome and yet to deal with. You see they have seen the harsh of life. You know the harsh of life, you live it, so you understand. It hurts to see that. But you care more then you realize.

As the conversation begins to get deeper, you start to become different. You feel more open but you spent all this time fighting, never had the chance to really feel it. You hear your name, then your eyes meet. There an shock through your body. What is that? What's happening? Now all you wanna do it hold them and never let go, but you contain yourself. Your so lost in your thoughts, that now their face is inches away from yours. Now, is this really true? Is this really happening? The moment you dreamed about since the beginning of time, is actually happening before your eyes. Your lips touch.

Feels like an explosion. Everything just melts away. Everything you was worry, sad, or upset doesn't matter. The world is kind again. But yet you pull away. It's too much. You believe you can't. They pull you back, you give in. They rub the hand across you hand, feels so warm. You step back, trying to regain your thoughts. They begin to speak, feelings are mutual. You just look at them, and all you see is pure and utter adoration and love. You know that look, you seen it many times but from him...

 it's different....