2012

2012.. Wow what an year. As I look back I would have never thought I been where I am now. This year had more down then up. But I made it.

I think this has been my hardest year. I dealt with a lot with my words of wisdom. I lost myself in more the millions of ways. But then there hope. The big brown eyes. An when they see me. They actually see me.

Everything is perfect in those eyes. Hope is what made me get thru the year. I lost hope back in 2009 an haven't felt it in a long time. Then 2012 happened. I have lost almost all my "friends", love even life.

There would be days I wished I didn't even wake up. But that always changed. People need to hang on to hope. An if you forgot what hope was here...

- it's when you wake up Christmas morning dying to see what Santa brought.

- it's the snow fights that unexpected but makes life better.

- it's the excitement of getting something new.

- it the happiness you see in others that was cause by you.

- it's you.

Hope begins with everyone. So when the new year comes an you make an list of goals an resolutions. Just have hope in your heart.

It gets a little better. 😃